Should I even try to think positive?

It’s only 7:40am.

I had to throw away my applesauce since it tasted slightly fermented.

I over steeped my tea.

I was yelled at.

Both my dog and cat threw up their breakfast.

I have a headache.

I reevaluated my life three times.

My thermos tastes like coffee. I don’t drink coffee.

My phone is almost dead.

My legs are sore.

I was told to think positive about the day and it will be a positive day. That’s Bullshit.


And it’s been a while…

Sorry for the lack of updates, my health has been a problem recently. I had a very bad case of the flu that resulted in over 2 weeks of sickness and almost a entire week off of work (bye bye sick time), but I have finally stopped spitting up horrible green goo and I am back to regular self. I may have been a bigger bitch than usual due to my illness but I won’t apologize because I was in a horrible mood and felt entitled to be meanier than usual.

So what’s new?

Well just a bit of things really, I went for a my food and cake tasting for my wedding that was interesting and delicious, so now I can’t wait for my wedding so I can eat! I finally mailed out my save the dates so people got those (yay!) but the date keeps looming closer and closer and I just seem to be constantly reminded of the things I still need to do. If anyone has any referrals to photographers (that won’t charge me the price of my entire wedding) let me know.

I will probably be going back to school, getting a degree in social and behavioral science then transferring for my bachlors for merchandising or marketing. I feel really old sometimes, especially when I think of going back to school since I know that it will take more than a couple of years to get my degree, especially working full time and taking night classes. I have a feeling I am going to be burnt out.

I’ll update more I promise!

Diet Day 1

So for one of my New Year’s Resolutions was that I was going to lose weight in order to do this I constructed at diet plan. For the first three days of my diet I can only eat/drink juice that I have juiced myself. So far day one is a success although I am very hungry, my mind is a little muddled and my eyelids feel like lead. I predict that today is and will be the hardest day to get over, once I past today I think the next two days should be easier (not easy, easier).

I must admit I am craving every solid food I set my eyes on. I saw a tomato and thought ‘Oh god I really should eat that tomato’ I saw a box of crackers and thought ‘Those crackers would be so good’. I saw Tesla eating her dog food and wondered if I would enjoy it.

Doing this will be hard but I am doing it to myself and it will get easier as I go along.